Entry: Hi again! Oct 6, 2004



Your Name: Alexandra White

SEX, ETC.

Let's get this one over with- have you ever even had sex before? Nope!

If you're a virgin, do you plan on having sex before you get married? Why or why not? No. I’ve been raised that way so that’s what I believe in.

Are you straight, bisexual, gay, or lesbian? Be honest. Have you ever questioned whether you really are this way? I’m straight...

Do you feel comfortable talking about sexual things or uncomfortable? I don’t really care. Living in today’s America, u really can’t care.

Do you feel comfortable talking about sexual things regarding your own experiences, what turns you on, etc.? Uh, I’ve never had too…

On a scale of 1-10, one being the least, and ten being the most, how perverted do you feel you are? Haha, Mirna and Oscar! I can’t rate it :-P

What do you think of pornography? It’s disgusting and degrading!

Did you lie on, or avoid answering any of the above questions? I would have erased the section if I was going to…


LOVE

Do you believe in love as a concept? Why or why not? I suppose… I don’t know why

Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? If so, who? I wish…

Do you love them? Why or why not? Well, I would!

If you answered no to the first question in this section, do you have a crush? Yes :-D

Do you love them? I’d like to think so

On a scale of 1-10, one being the least and ten being the most, how important is your boyfriend, girlfriend, or crush to you? 8

On a scale of 1-10, how important is the way your boyfriend's/girlfriend's/crush's family feel about you to you? 9

If you family hated your crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend, would you still go out with them? Why? It depends on why they “hate” the guy

DOES your family hate your crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend? No…

Are you physically attracted to your crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend? Why or why not? There’s a hell of a lot less physical attraction then emotional/mental attraction. I mean, I think he’s kind of cute, but he is so nice and we’re just speaking the same language if u know what I mean.

How do you know when you love someone? I just do. It’s this feeling deep inside that lasts for a long time. U just know

Is love worth it? All u need us love!


FRIENDS

Who is/are you best friend(s)? I don’t like listing, its akward

Name one or two people you know you would die for. Alyssa and … I dunno who else, probably just her

On a scale of 1-10, how important are your friends to you? A bazillion

Have you ever fallen in love with a friend? How did that work out, if you did? Not really…

How well do your friends know you? Do you think they would still be your friends if they knew EVERYTHING, no exceptions, about you? If so, which friends? I’d say they know me, but they don’t know everything. I don’t know if they’d still be my friends if they knew everything… I’d hope so… But they never will so what will it matter

Ten years from now, which friends do you hope to still be in touch with? Why? All of them (there’s a dream for u!)


YOUR PSYCHE

Do you have any diagnosed mental disorders? If so, what? Clinical Depression…

Do you have any undiagnosed mental disorders? If so, what? Schitzophrenia ;-) (no I don’t!) {Yes she does!}
JK JK!!!!

If you do in fact have a diagnosed or even undiagnosed mental disorder, describe what it feels like and/or your personal experiences with it. Well depression is just the most awful disorder. I have to take medication because of its severity. I lost friends, made awful descions and screwed myself over on a lot of things because of it. I mean, how the hell would u feel to be a fifth grader and be diagnosed with depression?!?! But u wouldn’t know, would u…

Have you ever been to a therapist, psychiatrist, or psychologist before? If so, were they helpful to you? Yes… I’ve had 3 psychiatrists and 1 psychologist. The first psychiatrist was part of an experiment with anti-depressants for kids. That didn’t work at all. The second gave me meds but they didn’t work. I just stopped seeing the psychologist regularly but I still see the newest psychiatrist so I can keep taking meds. They work well enough and I’m surviving… No more suicide attempts that is…

Do you think your dreams are a window into your soul? Or do they have any significance at all? Absolutely! They tell the absolute inner thoughts of your mind and soul.

How would you describe yourself mentally and psychologically? A mess

Do you feel insecure with your own person? Have a self-esteem problem? Yes, I have a big self esteem issue.


RELIGION AND PHILOSOPHY

What religion or system of beliefs, if any, do you subscribe to? Wicca

Is this a mainstream religion? It’s recognized by Congress as a religion and over 500,000 people in the US practice it… is that wat u mean?

What do you think about non-mainstream religions? (Wicca, Hiduism, etc.?) Ok, so it is non mainstream. Well, I obviously support them if I am a member of Wicca…

How much do you actually know about non-mainstream religions? A lot thank u…

Have you ever tried to convert someone to your own religion? Why or why not? No, that’s wrong. They have to decide on there own what they believe in. I’ve informed people of it, but I haven’t tried to convince anyone to believe in it

One word can be said and mean many different things. In the end, how important are words, really? A picture tells a thousand words

If you could ask God or whomever you choose as a supreme being one question, and only one, what would it be? (If you're an atheist just skip ahead). I don’t know… it’s a hard descion… I’ll decide if the time comes…


MUSIC

Is music important to you? Why or why not? Music is my life

Do you sing? If so, do you sing well? I sing, but I don’t think well although others assure me I do…

What instruments do you play, if any? I play piano, guitar, and the recorder *nods* Oh ya, go me!

Do you or have you ever written music before? Yes

What do you think of Eminem? DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In your opinion, what band is the best of all time? (Name a few if you can't decide.) Nickelback, No Doubt, and the Red Hot Chilie Peppers

Now for the lightning round. Do you like...

Pop music: Depends… I only really like Christina Aguilera

Rock music: Very much so

Rap music: Rap isn’t music! And I hate it!

Hip-Hop/R&B: VERY little

Heavy Metal: Not really

Country: YEp

Jazz: A LOT!

Classical: A lot!

New Age: ?

What is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about? Carole King! Go me!

Pick up the nearest CD to you and write a random song lyric from it. “I am beautiful, no matter what they say!”


MOVIES, TV, ETC.

What is your favorite tv show? RFR (radio free roscoe)

What is your favorite movie? Rocky Horror Picture Film

If someone made a movie about your life, do you think anyone would want to see it? nope

Who is your favorite TV character? Lily from RFR

What is your favorite movie character? Satine (from the Moulin Rouge)

Favorite actor? Orlando Bloom, Heath Ledger, Johnny Depp, and Ewan McGreggor

Favorite actress? Nicole Kidmen


ISSUES

What is your stance on abortion? Pro Choice

What is your opinion on gay people being allowed to get married? They absolutely should! They’re humans too and should be given the same rights as all other humans!

What is your opinion on gay couple adopting? Same as above

Do you have a political party affiliation? If so, what and why? Liberaterian/Democrat

What do you think about sex before marriage? Im not going to, but it’s the person’s choice.

Tell us one thing that has deeply effected you physically and emotionally: I had cancer in the 5th grade…

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August 25, 2005   11:01 AM PDT
 
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